Episode 4: Hedgehog's Dilemma
Summary
Following the traumatic battle with the fourth Angel, Shinji struggles with his role as an Eva pilot and runs away from NERV. As he wanders Tokyo-3, he reflects on his relationships and purpose. Meanwhile, NERV searches for him, and another Angel attack looms.
Key Events
- Shinji runs away from NERV and Misato's apartment.
- Misato organizes a search for Shinji.
- Shinji wanders through Tokyo-3, reflecting on his experiences.
- Kensuke finds Shinji camping in the mountains.
- Shinji returns to NERV and decides to continue piloting Eva.
- The fifth Angel appears, setting up the next episode.
Character Development
- Shinji Ikari: Grapples with his fear, loneliness, and the burden of piloting Eva.
- Misato Katsuragi: Shows genuine concern for Shinji's well-being, reinforcing her role as a guardian.
- Toji Suzuhara: Begins to understand Shinji's situation, showing remorse for his earlier actions.
- Rei Ayanami: Her enigmatic nature is further emphasized through her brief interactions with Shinji.
Analysis
"Hedgehog's Dilemma" delves deep into Shinji's psyche, exploring his internal conflicts and the emotional toll of being an Eva pilot. The episode's title refers to the psychological concept where people simultaneously desire and fear close relationships, much like hedgehogs seeking warmth but hurting each other with their quills.
This episode marks a turning point for Shinji as he confronts his fears and ultimately chooses to return to NERV. It highlights the series' focus on psychological exploration and the complex motivations of its characters.
Symbolism and Foreshadowing
- The train Shinji rides symbolizes his journey of self-discovery and the cyclical nature of his thoughts.
- The juxtaposition of the vast, empty city and Shinji's isolation reflects his internal emotional state.
- Shinji's decision to return foreshadows future conflicts between his desire to connect with others and his fear of being hurt.
Trivia
- The concept of the "Hedgehog's Dilemma" is based on a philosophical idea by Arthur Schopenhauer.
- This episode features minimal action, focusing instead on character development and psychological exploration.
- The scene where Shinji rides an empty train became iconic and is often referenced in later anime series.